Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Life...

Many things in ife are absurd.
I don't know what you think of,
but......
I seem to learn lessons of life the hard way
all of themm the hard way.

Friends in school are't really good friends.
They don't really know me.
I don't think any human would.
I have a very complex mindset.
My mind is extremely complicated.

But well, I love you my friends
(NO, Not that kind of love)
life dosen't go smoothly.
No matter what we still have to go on in life,
right?

Humiliation and embarresment is only one part of lifr
There are still beautiful things in life.
Things that are lovely, wonderful.

I thank all my friends,
good friends and aquantences all these times.
Some are very supportive,
Some just annoy me.
But thank you all anyway.

I just wan't to say sorry if I have
offended any of you.
I'm just kinda emotional sometimes.
I'm strange,
Please don't take my offences seriously
Well that's all.

~~~Joseph~~~

Monday, June 29, 2009

生命......

生命,是如此的珍贵。
我的生活只不过是如此。
让我特别开心的事,没发生,
让我特别伤心的事,就偏偏发生。
真让我头痛

不是每一件事情,想要就有。
老实说,在学校最好的朋友也不了解我。
我有很多事情是人家不知道的。
我这个人很奇怪。
没人能明白。
心理藏着没人知道的痛苦......

得罪大家的地方,
请多多原谅。
我知道有一些人很讨厌我,
我再此说声对不起。
我这个人就是这样,
在学校非常容易得罪同学。
请大家原谅.

我写这此post时
我心里流着泪
眼睛也要流泪了......

Thursday, June 25, 2009

True times of boringness

Boring la. Tak tau wat to do. No friends on9. 4the sake of my friends, i nid 2 update my blog.

Today is damn hard. I gt a pengawas test at the end of the day, and a few other problems here and there.

Fellow friends, plssssssssssssssss.......... pass my blog address to other ppl la. So far only 4 ppl noe my blog-Ting,Lew,Ang and myself. C'on la, noe I am not good at this but giv other ppl my blog addres also mar, at least i get more ppl knowing about it.

Life's tough, Problems la. Ok la, tell you a little about me lor.

My name is Joseph. I am 13. I live in a small town in Malaysia called Sungai Petani. I study in SMK Ibrahim. That's wat most ppl noe

My hobby? Playing the guitar, occasionally I'll play the piano. Speaking of piano,I faailed my grade 3 practical test................................................ I obviously nid a lot of practice lo. I hope I pass his time. I don't have many good friends. Quite a few la. School life is pathetic. The Malay teacher and classes are boring, Sejarah is boring, Sivik is DAMN BORING. The Sivik teacher is sooooooooooooooooooooooo annoying. But there are goo teachers nonetheless. My English teacher and PJK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love my guitar, love my guitar la.

This poem is to describe how lonely I am.....

The winds are my friends
And the earth is my companion
The sky is my brethren
And the plants are my sisters

The stars are my friends
And the moon my companion
The mist, my brother
And the night, my sister.

This is how lonely I am. with only the winds, he earth etc. accompanying me...
That's all for now my friends. remember to giv my blog address to ppl. I am counting on u.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Chronicles of love

Life's confusing. I've been through a lot.
  • being dumped by somone I like
  • lost choral speking to an average team
  • having some problems lately
I'm bored. Sometimes life is complex, sometimes simple. Some people will never hate a person. Some will. Let me talk about my love experience.

It all started 3 years ago....... A particular girl transfered to my school. When she first came, I hated her. I established an "anti-girl gang". Crazy huh? I went through the year fighting against her, slapping her, arguing with her etc.

The next year, things were better, the waves have subsided, we were just aquantences. It was alringht, I didn't care about
her very much.

It all happened the next year, during a teachers day class party, she started calling me grandpa. Our relationship grew better day by day. Then, somone said she liked me, but i didn't like her so i didn't care.

Everything changed on the 19th of September 2008, about 2:00a.m. on the bus in a school trip to singapore i started liking her. Our relation ship became better (bf&gf) i think..... Well it juz got better thats all. It was good until........... we were seperated by destiny.

We applied for he same school but the local education department said there was no place in that particular school, so they pushed us to another school. I went to a different school while she staid there I would not have thought that she would stay there. So, we were seperated by destiny.

We broke up when school reopened because she found another guy.........................

That is the chronicles of love.......................................

Saturday, June 6, 2009

When school is nice.....

Yo! Fellow readers. How's it goin'? Think school is boring? You're wrong!!!!!!!!!!!! At least during da holidays.
Classes in school are boring but NOT SCHOOL!!!!!! There so many things yu can do in school!!!!
  • hang out with friends
  • "ponteng"(hahaha)
  • fall in love(hahahaha)
Thinking? I feel bored at home! There are times when school is nice. I really miss school! But school life will just get me confused again! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get up to he mountains to rest my head. This is a rather short post. What do u expect? I'm a rookie at this. At least i did something.

I nid some comments!! Juz comment something!!

~Joseph~